Depression is a weird thing. I've never been diagnosed, quite probably don't have anything worth diagnosing, but chemical depression exists around my family history. Consequently, I have an understanding of the processes and the nature of depression, and I know what it can both look and feel like. Chemical or not, I'm dealing with depression right now.
I'm listening to "Girlfriend" by Eve 6 a lot. Call it my coping song. Whatevs.
I have no appetite, but am very hungry. My body wants to eat but I don't feel at all compelled to. Unlike many, my stressed/anxious/depressed response seems to be to avoid food. Bizarre.
It's almost eerie how easily the rest of the world keeps turning, even while my little corner of it is so unsteady right now.
TTGL premieres on Sci-Fi tonight, but I have nowhere to watch it. Balls.
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Hey there. I'm listening.
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